it really is driving me crazy

i have an undetermined amount of time before the power goes out again and i'm plunged into complete and total darkness
the timer keeps on shutting our power off
and then turning it back on
and then shutting it back the fuck down
and i'm sick of it
i want to take this up with toronto hydro and scream and yell and be a little annoying brat
because i can't get what i want
and what i want is to be able to walk around the house without the fear that something unknown and strange will grab me out of the darkness and pull me under
it really is driving me crazy

the days are so nice
the sun is spilling through the cracks of the clouds
i feel pretty good
and i have you again
it's all pretty nice
and i hope it all takes me somewhere wonderful