Wednesday, September 30, 2009

i don't wanna fill your head with crazy crazy ideas

i love the people who are surrounding me at this point.
they make me feel beautiful, wanted, and they don't pressure me into anything i don't want to do. they understand me, they're trustworthy, and they let me know when i'm going too far.
trying to find a balance in my life right now is hard. it's really easy to talk about, but it's hard. i don't know how to find a balance, and even if i ever find it i doubt i'd know if i did.
here's how i'm feeling right now. content. i feel like i put i invested my trust into something i know will reward me. i feel like i'm ready to take on whatever comes, however disappointed i may be later. i feel like i'm flooooaaatiiiinngggg.

i was not myself last night, couldn't set things right with apologies or flowers.
out of place as a crying clown who could only frown and the play went on for hours.


anywayss. i feel great. i'm trying to finish a geography project but the weeny isn't answering her phone so i'll continue it in the moar-ning. mooooaaarrr.




halloween halloween halloween. i will HAVE HIS SOUL FOR HALLOWEEN.

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